Friday, July 13, 2012

The Truth.

Hey what's up! Did anyone realized that? I did not online for almost one month! Alright I know that I am dumb because this is a small matter =.= Fine, let's talk about my title for this post. 



It's my birthday, 10 days ago!

LOL it's quite late to talk about this >.<

Alright, 3rd of July

Umm... Actually, birthday means nothing to me.

I even hate my birthday.

Aaron told me :" birthday was the present that given by God."

Yes, it's just for other people.

For me, my born day was the beginning of my nightmare.

Sorry about that.

I know that you guys might think that I am weird enough

But this is because you guys doesn't know my story

Sorry? Don't judge my life.

But, my friends celebrated my birthday.

We went to Sushi King for lunch

And I got a lot of presents

Anyway, thanks a lot.

I'd never celebrated my birthday before. 

That's why I do really appreciated :)

Don't care what about I said okay.

I didn't mean that you guys had do something that made me unhappy.

I was happy. :)

Thanks for everything and the presents.

< So these are the present.>
P/S : The album wasn't inside, I left it at my bedroom when I was took this photo. 

< Took this when I am totally not in mood LOL. >


Time for another story.

Nowadays, I've been asked this question by many people

" Ophelia~ Why are you so emo? "

And I answered them

" Why say so? I am just like usual isn't it? "

Actually I was moody.

Sorry for I am a liar.

So what's the reason?

Umm... 

I was just thinking about my future actually.

I feel like want to go away from here.

A place that I had stay for 15 years with my family

That I shouldn't left them and go alone

I don't know why I think like that.

I hate to go somewhere that many people

Noisiness make me feel annoyed.

That's why I seldom hang out and stay at home nowadays.

And the reason I want to earn a lot of money,

I want to travel around the world alone when I am able to do that.

Of course I did think about my parents.

I will accompany them, but I must have my own time, yea?

Besides, I want to move to another country.

Maybe Korea? Haha I really like Korea! 

Maybe I can have plastic surgery there? 

Lol just kidding.

Well, what I want to say is just

I hate my life.

I am using the money that earned by my parents

I am wasting my time and never want to do something good

I know I did something wrong but I never want to change it

I hate myself because I am thinking about the people 

That really not worth to think about.

I am only wasting my time, parents' money



The Truth Is, I HATE MY LIFE

AND I WANT TO CHANGE IT

WITH MY OWN POWER. 


  ♥  Ophelia Lee.
sorry for my poor english,
I am just lazy to type Chinese.